& ferns can’t be harvested yet the meaning extends beyond
Written by Cailey Tin, one of our poetry writers, and edited by Shraddha, one of our editors!
& today, as I inhaled a spectrum of colors midmorning,Â
my sight was already lost, but the scent, oh, the scent,Â
it was violet, just like in the spectrum… I believed itÂ
might be my final breath. In that very moment, I resentedÂ
my blindness, for by my bedside stood a window withÂ
a fog so sheer, I knew I could see through it, yet when allÂ
was right, everything gleamed with vitality, and petuniasÂ
meant little when the entire world could be held in my hands…Â
I yearn to mend less, to live beyond walls, to lift the fogÂ
I never ventured into. In films, they indicate the characters inÂ
a dream, & the experience is not real. I wished for everything to beÂ
real, tangible, a concrete testament to my life, but now all that I brush areÂ
curtains, parted only once my purpose slipped away.Â
I stretch my fingers and recall the words of a teacher,Â
"Ferns unfurl in their own time; don't harvest regrets too soon..."Â
I wanted to argue, but before I could speak, she added,Â
"It's the imperfection that gives it meaning, or else it's justÂ
another tired saying." Now, I nod in agreement,Â
not because ferns don't flower, but because, apart from that,Â
she couldn't have said it any better.
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This piece was written by one of our poetry columnists, Cailey. Reach 'em at @cailey.tarriane on Instagram!
This piece was edited by one of our editors, Shraddha. Reach 'em at @shraddhagulati_Â on Instagram!
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